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bITCH! #%^&*$#!~

i don't understand this society. ok, more specifically this group of idiots.
but if there's one thing i can safely assure, is that it's filled with hypocrites. what do you think?

*relate back to your own experiences*

Mr V: "Ms V. is so boring, i have nothing in common to talk to her. she is a boring person.. etc"
nex moment, Mr V dials 9*******. "hello, Ms V, free not? where r u? wanna study / lunch together?"
bloody hypocrite! look here moron! i don't clamour for your time and attention.
thus, if you think i'm boring, then buzz off! i don't give a shit!

Ms E : "Ms V. can borrow you essay? i no time to do mine"
Ms V: "not yet finish but soon."
Ms E: "wah lau! why not yet finish?!" (annoyed look)

Ms V: "Ms E, can borrow ur test answer, i had few mistakes, wanna see correct answer"
Ms E" wah lau, ok, i lend u, u zap then chop chop return me" (constipated look)

to hell with you Ms E! lazy then don't do your essay lah! why should i lend to u? nuts!
stop wallowing in self pity anyway! stop being envious of why i have many guys who's interested me! stop being upset coz my friends sms me Happy Halloween!
stop being jealous of my figure! stop being jealous coz i have a loving boyfriend!

why can't you just reflect on how you treat your friends / hostel mates / class mates daily? everyday yell at people for nothing, give a constipated face to whole class, fight with others just to answer tutorial question. the problem is : your fucking attitude towards people simply turns everyone off! have you ever wondered why no one wants you in their history essay group? coz no one can stand you! you make it seem everyone in this world owes you something! get a life!

by being more approachable and easy going, shut ur laments upwould earn you more friends. about ur fat figure, i can't help you! be thankful that you have perfect arms and legs, and healthy system to sustain life. at least, you're not physically or mentally handicapped. some people don't even know what is it like to run freely on two legs, some people have never seen the colors of tulips. so, don't be such a shallow pig! learn to count your blessings and thank God for what you have! i can't call u Bimbo coz u're not pretty! too bad!

by the way Ms E, lesbians are not hot because they are lesbians.
lesbians are hot because they are hot. get the logic?

these people (like Mr V...) love to comment on Joshua...
why? i don't know. anyway, i am being objective here.
if you don't know a person well, spoke less than 20 sentences to him, never even had a cup of coffee with him, then shut your god-damn mouth up! you have no right to comment on that person!

joshua was my choice. i chose him. i enjoy being with him. he understands me.
so dear Mr V, pls stop hard-selling Mr B to me! i'm not interested! pls stop saying hurtful things like..."why don't intro B to your Dad's company? he is very business minded, can help you expand." "who knows? you may end up back with B again one day!" "B is so matured and ambitious. he knows what he wants. blah blah blah"....

hello Mr V~~~!!! if i wanted Mr B i would have chosen him long ago!
well, he is a good guy, earns good money, willing to spend it on his girl etc....
but, that is not what i am looking for. there's something called personality clash.
and there's something called chemistry. my case with Mr B is no-chemistry.
does that answer you? so get lost and go play with yourself!
or do you need me to write it across your forehead???

and stop telling me about you and your so-good fashion sense, stop harping to me about your girlfriend who works as a manager in a credit card company. don't boast to me about how you can lie to your girlfriend and how she would only find out 2 weeks later coz you're so good at hiding the truth. i don't give a shit! stop telling me about your grand plans for your future, that you wanna earn a million bucks, build a business empire, buy a bungalow with a roof top jaccuzzi and drive a BMW M4.

i don't need to know about your ambitions. i don't wanna know who your friends are. if it tells me anything about you, is that you're an egocentric egg who indulges in narcissism! a self-admitted hypocrite! i've said enough.

some other morons eg. Mr B.... jus coz Ms V rejected him, he hates her.
fuck! don't be such a juvenile loser! good... some kind of friend....
rather give a deal to your friend's crush rather than give it to own friend.

little wonder why Mr B and Mr V are buddies.... your friends reflect alot about you.

i suddenly so appreciate having sincere friends... people who say what they mean, and do what they say. people who are genuinely caring because they love you for who you are. people who do not act holier-than-thou. they are down to earth, and realistic about what they can achieve within their capabilities. people who give thanks for their blessings. people who are humble and speak kind words.

these people i respect. michele, elaine, choon peng, darryl, priscilla, marcus, gabriel, qiao ling, andy, eunice, zhuo min, yiyong, jotham, roopesh, serena, elgin. patrick, zhen zhen, ling ling.

3 cheers to you darlings!

this person i love and cherish. joshua. i cannot imagine living my days without him around.
as much as i complain why the only person i hang out with is him. i don't like to be away from him. he may be childish, silly and slack. but he is sincere, honest and objective. that's why i'm with him.

posted by Veen @ 23:39